A Rollercoaster

I feel like I’m on this rollercoaster that is never ending. I’m so not ready for this rush of things that I’d suppressed over the years. Not at all. I want to run & hide from it but if I do I’ll just be continuing this unhealthy pattern & I don’t want to be that person anymore. I’m going to keep putting in the work & stay on this rollercoaster. Lord please help me.